Soliloquy of a Broken Soul

Soliloquy of a Broken Soul                               dedicated to a loved one.

I don't know what to do or say
I watch her sit alone all day
enveloped by the lonesome sun
what? no not that, its night that won.

with out a hand to hold I fear
she trembles from such thoughts so queer
and within thinking ever finding,
twisted ideas ever binding.

within darkness without light
cannot find the life's delight!
she brings in feelings numb and cold
tangles them within her soul.

she hates the light she loves the dark
she cannot believe the sun could hark!
I cannot watch it burdens me
my tears do fall, quite endlessly.

demons pounce upon the word
a fate so cold, its all unheard
and burning thoughts of human wrath
one could only dream the math.

I know she cries I know she weeps
quite endlessly, I know she sleeps
to escape life's whisper she will not
go about, no dare she not!

so sad and low inside she stays
waits till night takes over day
and then she sits and ponders hard
about her tortured mental scars.

The anger building up inside
does burden me so lest I hide
but alas I cant for fear the fact
of chains enwinding my contact.

Its time to go I see her leave
her window sill, did I impede?
but how could she think shed know
a human soul when her darkness glow?

Its not a man that makes up wrath
its but a demon of that path
a human soul is not to hurt
oh spare us please! one is not dirt!

I reach my hand to where she stay
to grab her arm, don't go I say
I'll help you through the troubles here
I promise you'll see through this fear.

I want to show you everything
ideas that are not menacing
to prove to you the light is hope
and stereotypes just cut the rope.

I love her so to let her go
to see the light!
to know what's right!
to understand that life is dear!
to watch the rainbow break the drear!
Oh how id prance when day abides!
To see my loved one as her pain subsides.